The night

Honestly
Sometimes over happy will found the sadness alone in the darker night
You will found there's a feelings getting you deep down
It's a feeling produces the tears
Somehow will think that and it's nothing at all
Honestly
It's not easy to be done as just be myself
That's some lyrics in my song:

I wanna be fly up high   

Touch the sky

You tell trust myself   Be myself

But baby you won't know i lost my minds 
Since the day getting dark

I wanna be fly up high

Get Dreams high

Making my wish under shining sky

But baby you won't know 
All of these are still far away

But baby you won't know

Without you

I can't fix it myself

Come on!!! 

What am i doing now??

Sometimes i really losing myself that i really force my minds

Fight with the heart 

Fight with selfie

I know i can't to be like that 

I know   I really know

But I found nothing when i face on that

I can I Really can... In my lies

Somehow i know it's just lie

making me feel better

Making me feel worse

Fine!!!!

I'M FINE!!!!

I will show you the way how I've been fine within the stepping stones and always make me fall down

THANKS !!!!

But you always don't know how my real feelings that i really having with it

You won't know how much I desire for your concern at the moments

I'm not wanna the nags I'm not wanna your scolds and so on

Don't you know it's make me become more worse in that

Ya... You don't know...

You're not ever understanding on me from the begun

Hahahhaha

So stupid am i that still wishing the way i want that you show me your love

It's more than you unexperted

And you really don't know blindingly is the most mistake that you use on me

Cause it's always just a wrong way

I'm not that kind of people will seem it like the way to make themselves more concentrate and struggle of their targets

But for me is may lose my minds to step forwards

I'm the kind of people who always need some encourage or identity the way i did

Then i just will be more confidence in doing that

But all of these

You are not understand

You won't know the words you say on me are the reasons make me cry every night

Forget about that already
Go turn to hear songs that i share and sing for a friend on her birthday

And glad that she love it much :)

".....Honestly

Could it Be you and me

Like it was before

Neither less or more

Cause when i close my eyes at night

I realise that no one else

Could ever take your place....."

"You're my sunshine after the rain

You're the cure against my fear and my pain

Cause i'm losing my mind when you're not around

It's all (It's all)

It's all because of you"

"Never should let you go

Never found myself at home

Ever since that day that you walked right out the door

You were like my beating heart

That I, I can't control

Even though weve grown apart

My brain can't seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times

When you kept me up

Late at night

We use to mess around

Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess it's too late

I'm dancing this dance alone

This chapter's done The story goes on"

"Baby  Can't believe that you are not with me

Cause you should be my lady

All i want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him

Promise me

You won't let anyone hurt you

Remember, I will always be here for you

Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress

Oh see you in that wedding dress

See you in your wedding dress

Oh see you in that wedding dress"

"Snapping out this misery

Depression this ain't me

But i always turn around 180 degrees 

You got control of me

And I, I can't explain

Somebody call 911 Emergency before i go insane

Since you move on

You took a piece of me

Give it back

So much pain in my chest

Blacking out; heart attack

I guess it's too late

I'm dancing this dance alone

It's too late"

Singing one song and one song

I don't know why

Maybe I'm not so okay

So i just wanna singing and depress out

Maybe I'm just feel better to sing for you

Maybe i have nothing to hide in front of you

Ting...

I miss you and love you <3