I mIss My Little Teddy

How could i simply lose it without any realising
Gosh!!!
How could i get it back??
Who can teach me the way to find it and get back to my side??
Argh!!
Who will really understand my feelings now?
IT just like you are missing some thing inside your heart and you have nothing to do
It's stuck and suck!!!
My dearie little teddy..
Where are you???
You may say i have many teddies with me
Losing of one does not means anything
But for me
Every teddies mean important and different for me!!
I can't even take it back as well once i lose it
Argh!!!
I Blame to myself!!!
How could i so careless with this????!!!!
Grrrrrr!!!
My dear God
Could you bless me and help me search the way to find it back :'(
I promise i will take care of it better and better :'( :'( :'(