Failure

Oh my goodness!!
Is it my drawing skills getting weaker???
Oh
it's really out of mind
Every times the Portraits that i had draw always not be successful
Gosh!!!
That's why people say don't aim so much and high
Or else you will falling down  easily till you hurt and pain
Oh no.. How can been like this??
Why on others i can drawing and colouring well
Why Portraits always been failure
Grrrr... Cannot adapt that my drawing skills on Portraits is damn dumb
I redraw and redraw again
Drew till the table full of rubber dust
But in end still can get what i want
All of these just like shits
All of these are RUBBISH!!!
Gosh...
It make me thinking that i can't really be a great painter :-(