促進成熟的藥品

讀著讀著就落淚了
讀著讀著就會成熟了些
讀著讀著就想通了某些事
讀著讀著就發現自己長大了

1。姥姥去世了。
妈妈平静地处理完后事，
晚上回来她栽倒在床上抽泣道：“女儿，你知道吗，妈妈没有妈妈了……”我顿时心酸至极。

2。出国一年，
回来时妈妈已患上老年痴呆，
迷迷糊糊，不认人。
我走到床边看她时，她竟忽然冲我笑了，说：“你胖了。”

3。今天坐火车，
两个老婆婆坐在我身边，
其中一个是来送另一个的，
两人双手拉在一起不停念叨着。
要发车了，
一个老婆婆下车，
回头说了句话－“姐啊，今年我89岁，你90岁，这是我们这辈子最后一次见面了……”

4。小区里有个小朋友刚出生不久妈妈就去世了，
一直都是奶奶带着。
有一次小朋友对她奶奶说：“我偷偷叫你一声妈妈可以吗？”

5。家里买了一台大电视，
我想放客厅，
可老妈想放他们卧室，
一直争执不下，
最后还是老妈妥协了。
很多年过去了，
有天老妈发信息：电视放我和你爸卧室其实是想让你能来我们屋看，
这样可以多陪陪我们……当即释怀，忍不住大哭。

6。我问老公：“如果是我得了绝症，
你会给我治吗？”老公快睡着了，
迷迷糊糊说：“别瞎说……倾家荡产也得治！”
我说：“如果你得了呢？”老公：“那就不治了。
剩下你一个人，挣钱不容易。”

7. 那是一次“意外”，
我拿老公的手机玩，无意间看到一条短信，
那是爸爸去世前和我老公见面没多久后发的
－“今天我把我的宝贝交给你了，
拜托你一定要好好照顾她，
我到天堂都会感激祝福你的。”
几年来，一想到这件事不知哭晕多少次。

8. 在外第一个春节坐火车回家带了一瓶绿茶，
妈妈说：“我从来没有喝过这个东西，
真好喝。”

9. 爸妈离婚后我跟了老妈。
等老爸有了自己另一个家，
另一个女儿，
我就觉得自己是多余的，
即使再难也绝对不给老爸添麻烦。
后来有件事还是得要他帮忙，
然后事成了，于是发短信给爸爸说谢谢，
短信上打出“谢谢”两字时，
我心里痛得跟抽筋一样。
过了很久，
爸才回复我，只有两字：傻瓜！

10. 爷爷拉着我说：“我很好，别担心，
你自己在外面注意身体，
多吃点好吃的……”
明明在饭桌上，
我只看到一小盘咸菜孤独的摆着，
眼前顿时模糊一片，
那天是他 80 岁 的生日啊~~~

11。爸爸一次重病，
在床上躺了大半个月都没醒，
后来在一个下午突然醒了.
醒来时他嘴一直在动，
妈妈把耳朵凑近了对他说：“你慢点说，我听着呢。” 爸很虚弱说：“女儿该放学回家了，你去把饭做了吧

12。高三那年，
外婆问我想考哪里 我说当然是北京,
外婆说就考本地嘛离得近 ,
我就笑着哈拉过去.
高考前一个月，
外婆去世了，
选择都没留给我.
外婆去世第二天，
家里上上下下忙着张罗各种事,
大人都在楼下搭着的灵堂忙.
我到楼上找外公,
外公一个人坐在藤椅上,
看到我来了，
强挤出笑脸说：“孙女，怎么办哟，以后咱家订的牛奶也没人喝了?” 我背过身去大哭

13。大年三十晚上，
因为在外地加班不能回家过年，
虽然爸爸知道我不回去
但他还是一个人冒着刺骨寒风到人烟稀少的小车站一直一直的等，妈妈叫他回来 　　
可爸却说：“万一她是骗我们的呢，万一她晚上就回来了呢。” 　　后来听到妈妈给我说这件事的时候，我心里面就像被锤子狠狠的砸着那么难受。

14。大学后的第一个寒假，
妈开始学习发短信。
我是个没耐性的人，
本来几句话的东西，
却嫌她手脚太笨，
便没耐心教下去了。
晚饭后，妈和老爸在房间里看电视，我在练听力，那时候还用复读机，恍惚间感觉有东西干扰，手机进条短信，只有5个字，妈妈问：儿，你在干嘛？

15。小时候爸爸喂我药，我呛到了，妈妈就把他骂出去了。
后来妈妈问姐姐爸爸哪去了，
姐姐说爸爸在外面哭。

亲情，
朴素的让人会忽略，
但是却最能感动所有人，
朋友我们有时间多多陪伴一下自己的亲人！

～～后语～～ 随着自己愈长大，
看着父母亲脸庞从年轻变憔悴，
头发从乌丝变白发，
动作从迅捷变缓慢，
多心疼！

父母亲总是将最好、
最宝贵的留给我们，
像蜡烛不停的燃烧自己，
照亮孩子！
而我们呢？
有没有腾出一个空间给我的父母，
或者只是在当我需要停泊岸时，
才会想起他们……
其实父母亲要的真的不多，
只是一句随意的问候「爸、妈，你们今天好吗？」随意买的宵夜，
煮一顿再普通不过的晚餐，
睡前帮他们盖盖被子，
天冷帮他们添衣服、
戴手套....都能让他们高兴温馨很久。
有时，
我常在想：我希望我的子女以后如何对我。
那现在，
我有没有如此对待我的父母？
我相信，
人是环环相扣的；现在，
你如何对待你的父母；
以后，
你的子女就如何待你。
朋友，
人世间最难报的就是父母恩，
愿我们都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，
以感恩之心孝顺父母！
生命不要求我们成为最好的，
只要求我们作最大的努力！
养老院墙上发现的一篇文章： 孩子！当你还很小的时候，
我花了很多时间，
教你慢慢用汤匙、
用筷子吃东西。
教你系鞋带、
扣扣子、
溜滑梯、
教你穿衣服、
梳头发、
拧鼻涕。

这些和你在一起的点点滴滴，
是多么的令我怀念不已。
所以，
当我想不起来，
接不上话时，
请给我一点时间，
等我一下，
让我再想一想……极可能最后连要说什么，
我也一并忘记。
孩子！你忘记我们练习了好几百回，
才学会的第一首娃娃歌吗？
是否还记得每天总要我绞尽脑汁，
去回答不知道你从哪里冒出来的问题吗？
所以，
当我重复又重复说着老掉牙的故事，
哼着我孩提时代的儿歌时，
体谅我。
让我继续沉醉在这些回忆中吧！
切望你，
也能陪着我闲话家常吧！
孩子，
现在我常忘了扣扣子、
系鞋带。
吃饭时，
会弄脏衣服，
梳头发时手还会不停的抖，
不要催促我，
要对我多一点耐心和温柔，
只要有你在一起，
就会有很多的温暖涌上心头。
孩子！
如今，
我的脚站也站不稳，
走也走不动。
所以，
请你紧紧的握着我的手，
陪着我，
慢慢的。
就像当年一样，
我带着你一步一步地走。

朋友，如果你觉得好就转发，
让更多的人更加珍惜自己的父母。
百善孝为先，
尽孝须及时！

树欲静而风不止.
子欲孝而亲不在.
亲爱的的朋友们.
你孝了吗? 正能量.让爱流动.

Life Is Simple

THIS IS YOUR LIFE!

Do what you LOVE,

And do it Often.

If you don't like something,

CHANGE IT!

If you don't like your job,

QUIT!

If you don't have enough time,

Stop watching tv.

If you are looking for the love of your life,

STOP;

They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over analyzing.

All emotions are BEAUTIFUL.

When you eat,

APPRECIATE.

LIFE IS SIMPLE.

Every last bite

Open your mind, arms and heart to new things and people

We are united in our DIFFERENCES.

Ask the next person you see what their passion is,

and share your inspiring dreams with them.

Life is about the people you meet,

and the things you create with them.

So go out and START CREATING.

Life is live you dreams,

and wear short.

YOUR PASSION.

My life

My life isn't Perfect, but it does have perfect moments.
Behind every person,
There's always a reason why they are the way they are.
So please stop judging me!!!
You never ever know what i want to be and how i create my own journey
I just follow my path to do so
Maybe it won't get 100% as what i aimed and what i expected
But Please Remember
It is belongs to my life
If you don't like it, let them be.
My life isn't about pleasing everybody!!!!
My mom told me
Don't worry about other people watching and judging you
If you minded it
Then do your best to fight and proof them well
But mommy
You won't know it is how many times for learning that
You always don't know how much of stress and tensions when i'm facing all of these
You ask and told me should thanks them cause they make you cheer up more
I said i never would thanks on them
I will only thanks God for giving this GIFT
Sometimes
People walked away or been quite in a fight suddenly
It doesn't mean that they are lose in the topic
It is because it's easier than to fight for what they really want.
Sometimes
I like to be walking alone along the street
It is because by walking alone and stepping outside
I can get some fresh air
And remind myself who am i and who i want to be
By walking alone
I can figured out somethings and continue my life
I can restart and keep going
And i can telling myself that
"Each step may get harder but don't stop!
 The view is Beautiful at the Top!!!"
But every times once i feel to rebirth and restart my days
There are stepping stones on the road :'(

Eleven Hints Of Life

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying..

Nothing Will Come Of Nothing

Nothing will come of nothing
Someone told me be brave and chase your dreams
It's meaningful to have a dream in life
William Shakespeare ever said this
" Do not, for one repulse, give up the purpose that you resolved to effect."
I'm not only following on others
I understand what i want and what i care
You just wait and see
One day
I will go over my dreams and get them high
I will go over the beautiful countries
I will captures all the wonderful golden scenery
I will Captures all my life and written it well
I will continue my life within all of these
I Swear that I WILL!!!

漫不經心

詞曲:王淑廉
演唱:王淑廉

Em  C  G  D

總是等到轉身那剎那  你才肯說什麼啊
還要到哪一個地方  才接到你一通電話
你總說  不驚訝    我為何還面臨著失望
你還在   想著她   我不如就趁早放棄他

你總說哎呀哎呀卻漫不經心的流浪
我怎麼痛呀痛呀卻還不停的掙扎
我不想忘了他  你還不懂嗎
難道再讓淚水  再次無辜流下

總是等到轉身那剎那  你才肯說什麼啊
還要到哪一個地方  才接到你一通電話
微笑吧  飛翔吧  蒲公英還飄在屋頂上
看看它  多勇敢  就再次為自己歌唱

你總說哎呀哎呀卻漫不經心的流浪
我怎麼痛呀痛呀卻還不停的掙扎
為你繼續幻想   延續這浪漫
難道還讓淚水  再次無辜流下

Today Will Never Come Again

就算失望，也不絕望

Action

  "Action may not always bring happiness;

but there is no happiness without action.

It is by acts and not by ideas that people live."

Sometimes not because of everyone is thinking so
Not because of their minds
Not because of their gossips
Not because of others and others
It just because of your actions
Without the actions
We will not have the doubts in our minds
Without the actions
We will not have a topic say so
Without the actions
There is nothing for gossiping

Without the actions
There is nothing for over thinking
Without any actions
There may no the present of confusing
There may no present with a lot of worrying
Without the actions
It may no any cranky
Without the actions
There will be a lot of changing
Don't blame on others
Ya
Maybe they suppose just been hearing
But it's out of controlling

Sometimes
You can't stop the mind for thinking that
Why all of these are happening
We can't really blame anyone

What we can do just behaving that it's nothing

Although we know 

As a matter in fact

What's happening around us always influencing our minds

And human always showing one kind of action for pretending

And making secrets in the heart
Sometimes
Just because of an action
We will regret
We will sad
We will happy
We will worry
We will scare
We will minded
We will be warm

.............
All the feelings are just coming through an action

Failure

Oh my goodness!!
Is it my drawing skills getting weaker???
Oh
it's really out of mind
Every times the Portraits that i had draw always not be successful
Gosh!!!
That's why people say don't aim so much and high
Or else you will falling down  easily till you hurt and pain
Oh no.. How can been like this??
Why on others i can drawing and colouring well
Why Portraits always been failure
Grrrr... Cannot adapt that my drawing skills on Portraits is damn dumb
I redraw and redraw again
Drew till the table full of rubber dust
But in end still can get what i want
All of these just like shits
All of these are RUBBISH!!!
Gosh...
It make me thinking that i can't really be a great painter :-(

Standing On The edge

Life is more than just a feeling
And love is more than you and me
No matter what
This world can't stop me
No matter how
It's gonna be
No matter what
I don't regret it
A jump can take me really high
I must be doing this to find it
When i land
I realise
And i just need to know
You will be there and catch me if i fall
Cause I'm going high high high
I'm standing on the edge
I never been so high
Break jump and fly
I wanna touch the sky
I'm standing on the edge
I really wanna try
Break jump and fly
I wanna touch the sky
No matter what
This world can't stop me
No matter how
I gonna try
I must be human for reason
No matter what
This world is me
And i just need to know
You will be there and catch me if i fall
Cause i'm going high high high

重生??

當天邊出現彩虹橋
有誰會越過它
進入另一個天堂？

當天邊有流星滑落
有誰的希望
開始實現了？

當楓葉隨著風散落了滿地
有誰的心情
也變得低落了？

當樹枝上再次長滿了綠葉
又有誰像它一樣
再次重生？？

When the Rainbow Bridge appeared side of the day
Who would have crossed it
Into another paradise?

When a meteor fall side of the day
Who's hopes
Began to realize it?

When the Maple Leafs as the wind scattered over the floor
Who's mood
Become depressed?

When the branches covered with green leaves again
Who will like it
Reborn again? ?

太早

許瑞婷

太早
再進一步
一切都會結束
盛開與枯萎的抉擇
來去無影蹤
最初的天堂
最後的荒唐


=》進一步
      歡樂。高潮
      在進一步
      高潮。熱鬧
      再次前進一步
      一切回到起點
      太過寧靜
      太過寂寞

Muet Speaking Test

I just finish my MUET speaking test this morning and afternoon
By the way..
I do not have any Practices before it
Hahah... I know nothing can come out easy without any practicing
But i really don't know what t do
Once i saw the topic
I am speechless
The bad things i'm candidate A =,=
I really don't have any point with my topic
Today topic is good values are important. What do you think?
Candidate A: It is important in loyal.
Candidate B: It is important in forgiveness.
Candidate C: It is important in helpful.
Candidate D: It is important in respect.
See... What should i give the information with loyalty??
An author ever said the best way to sound like you know what you're talking about is to know what you're talking about.
But it is a big troubles with this..
I had a big blank in my mind just now and i really don't know what am i talking
Feel like no points at all
Once you hear the candidate D showing his task
You just have one word "WOW!"
I really cant do the same way as him
Well.. It's over already
Getting start with others tests soon
Just forget about this first
Argh.. Test and test
Why you should alive in this world??

Moody

Sometimes i had try to text you
But i don't know why
After i finish i tape my text
I have no reason for sending out
Sometimes i feel that i worry on you
Wanna know and hear some news of you
But i don't think i suppose to get my step since you're not asking me too
Sometimes i'm thinking that is it ending??
I don't know
I have no points to unstop it
There's a big mirror blocking the communications between both of us
Sometimes i have hesitation between these
But i still don't have courage to step over it again

Last night
My dear asking me what's wrong with me
I don't know
I really don't know
Just moody
And i don't know why
The tears just coming down without any controllable
I just feel scary
Just feel lack of security
Just feel scare
You ask me what am i scaring actually
I don't  know
I just scare on every things
Don't know why feel like the worlds will forget on me in one day
Feel like i cant moving on again and others
That's a lot of things making me losing myself
I'm not purposely wanna making you all worry about me
I'm not purposely wanna hidden up myself
I'm not purposely wanna walking alone at the street
I'm not purposely wanna do the such things that you don't like
I'm just feeling damn suffering and like wanna drunk
I know it does not work as well
But i just wanna try so that i can stop thinking and can  sleep
Once i sleep
I can stop thinking on others
You ask me am i missing on my friends?
I direct say "I'm NOT!!!"
You said but i wrote it in my blog
Ya.. I miss.... But i just miss the moments that been together before
I just miss the sweet moments that i know it never get back again
I just miss but i'm scaring to meet on them
I just scare for missing up again..:'(
I can't letting them know how worst am i
Get to know
I was getting down and down
Can't forget and ignore the main things making me become so dumb is because of my results
It is making me losing my ways and paths that no one really know how am i feeling
I can't express it out
And i'm scaring on every things
Darling
Can you hug me for awhile
I just can be crying out in front of you
And for now
I don't know what can i do for
Honestly
I don't like exams
Cause it always make me become bad and influence my feelings
Please don't always showing so shock with my results
It will make me feel more pains in deep that no one really know that how i aspect in my targets actually
Sometimes i also just act like nothing with others
But they won't know that my heart already cries for many times
I hate with this dumb stuffs
Sometimes i was crazy thinking on i always cry and cry
Will i been blind in one day
If the days are coming
What i wanna do
There is no a way that i can continue chasing my dreams with this
So i just try to stop and get back my smiles
But sometimes the tears are not hearing my voice
Is it really contains many secrets in a smiling face??
I don't know
I think maybe it's true that no one can really understand it as well
I thought i wont crying like waterfall anymore
but... HAHAHAHA
Sometimes i was thinking that how to stop the tears?
I try with many ways if i really wanna stop it
But sometimes it works, Sometimes it doesn't
Sometimes it make me feel like why the tears of the Pieces are not valued
since it is damn full enough just like FREE

蘇菲亞

我不因愛人而墮落，人卻因愛我而墮落。
我不因思人而迷惑，人卻因思我而迷惑。

我不懂寂寞，寂寞卻懂我的寂寞。
我不懂離愁，離愁卻懂我的離愁。

你或許看不懂我再說什麼，我知道。
因為你並不在我的世界裡。
但當你在看我，我知道你在看什麼。
因為我已像仙子一般，
飛翔在你那凡間人的眼中。

喜歡與愛之間的差距 The Difference Between Like And Love

喜歡是看到他和另一個女孩牽手走過，心裡有一點點疼，但很快會沖著朝陽重新揚起笑臉。
愛是輸不起的遊戲，付出全部之後，留下的可能僅僅是刻在心底的一道傷痕。
喜歡一個人是想要他是自己的，所以，可以喜歡很多人，想要很多人都是自己的。
愛是明明離不開他，卻要不得不放棄他，因為他要的幸福，也許我給不了。不敢霸佔他，希望看他找到幸福，即便那份幸福不是跟我分享的。
喜歡是，希望寂寞的時候、無聊的時候、傷感的時候，找個人說說話。
愛是，在任何時候都想跟他分享，快樂的時候甚至希望把所有快樂都給了他。
喜歡是，在很久很久沒聯絡的時候，接到她的電話，然後笑著聽他說話。
愛是，在幾天沒有聯絡的時候，著急地打電話給他，然後忍住淚水笑一笑。
喜歡，只有在一起的時候，才會惦記著對方。
愛，是哪怕是在一起，每一秒鐘也都在思念他。

喜歡一個人，在什麼場合，也會覺得快樂。
愛一個人，總希望是兩個人的世界。
喜歡一個人是甜腻的。
愛一個人是苦盡甘來的。
喜歡一個人，在一起的時候會很開心，永遠是快樂的。
愛一個人，在一起的時候會莫名的失落，會常常流淚。
喜歡一個人，你不會想到你們的將來。
愛一人，你們常常在一起憧得憬明天。
喜歡一個人，當你們好久不見，你會突然想起他。
愛一個人，當你們好久不見，你會天天想著他。
喜歡一個人，當你想起他，你會微微一笑。
愛一個人，當你想起他，你會對著天空發呆。
喜歡一個人，你會想他有了孩子，你一定會很喜歡。
愛一個人，會有一天，你突然好奇：將來我們的孩子會是什麼樣子。
喜歡一個人就是希望大家都開心。
愛一個人希望他會更開心。
喜歡一個人，你要得只是今天。
愛一個人，你期望的是永遠。
喜歡一個人，是看到了他的優點。
愛一個人，是包容了他的缺點。

當你站在你愛的人面前，你的心跳會加速。
當你站在你喜歡的人面前，你只會感到開心。
當妳與妳愛的人四面交投，你會害羞。
當你與你喜歡的人四面交投，你只會微笑。
當妳與妳愛的人對話，你覺得難以啟齒。
當你與你喜歡的人對話，你可以暢所欲言。當你愛的人哭，你會陪她一起哭。
當你喜歡的人哭，你會技巧地安慰她。
當你不想再愛一個人，你要閉上眼睛並忍著淚水。
當你不想再喜歡一個人，你只要掩住雙耳！

喜歡，是一種心情。
愛，是一種感情。
喜歡，是一種直覺。
愛，是一種感覺。
喜歡， 可以停止。
愛，沒有休止。
喜歡一個人，特別自然。
愛一個人，特別坦然。
喜歡一個人，有時候盼和他在一起。
愛一個人，有時候怕和他在一起。
喜歡一個人，不停的和她爭執。
愛一個人，不停地為他付出。
喜歡一個人，希望他可以隨時找到自己。
愛一個人，希望可以隨時找到他。
喜歡一個人，總是為他而笑。
愛一個人，總是為他而哭。
喜歡，是執著。
愛，是值得。
喜歡就是喜歡，很簡單。
愛就是愛，很複雜。
喜歡你，卻不一定愛你。
愛你，就一定喜歡你。

Like is to see him with another girl stroll, my heart a little bit sore, but will soon be directed at the sun and smiled again .
Love is not afford to lose the game, after paying all, may simply be left engraved in the hearts of a scar.
Like a person wants his own, so you can enjoy a lot of people want a lot of people are their own.
Love is obviously inseparable from him, have had to give him, because he wants happiness, maybe I can not give. Dare to occupy him, hoping to see him find happiness, happiness is not even share with me.
Like, I hope that lonely, bored, sad, find someone to talk to.
Love is that at any time he wanted to share the happy happy all the time or even want to give him.
Like was in a long long time no communication, received her phone, then smiled to hear him speak.
Love was in the days when there is no contact, anxious to call him, then back tears smile.
Like, only together, only thinking about each other.
Love, even if it is together, every second also in his thoughts.

Like a person, what the occasion, will feel happy.
Love a person, always want two people in the world.
Like a person is syrupy.
To love someone is coming from bitter.
Like a person, time together will be very happy, always happy.
Love a person, together, inexplicable loss of time, would often cry.
Like a person, you would not think of your future.
Love a person, you often get together unsettled awaken tomorrow.
Like a person, when you long time no see, you will suddenly think of him.
Love a person, when you long time no see, you will think of him every day.
Like a person, when you think of him, you will smile.
Love a person, when you think of him, you will be facing the sky in a daze.
Like a person, you would want him to have children, you'll love it.
Love a person, one day, you suddenly curious: the future of our children would look like.
Like a person in the hope that everyone happy.
Love a person hope that he would be more happy.
Like a person, you will catch just today.
Love a person, you never expect.
Like a person, is to see his advantage.
Love a person, is inclusive of his shortcomings.

When you stand in front of the people you love, your heart beats faster.
When you stand in front of the person you like, you will feel happy.
When you're surrounded with people you love trading, you will be shy.
When you are surrounded by people you like trading, you will smile.
When you dialogue with the people you love, you feel too ashamed.
When you dialogue with people you like, you can speak freely.
When someone you love cry, you will accompany her to cry together.
When someone you like to cry, you will be comforted her skills.
When you do not want to love a person, you have to close your eyes and endured the tears.
When you do not want to like a person, you just cover your ears!

Like is a feeling.
Love is an emotion.
Like, is a kind of intuition.
Love is a feeling.
Like, you can stop.
Love, no ending.
Like a person, particularly natural.
Love a person, especially calm.
Like a person, and sometimes hope to be with him.
Love a person, and sometimes fear him.
Like a person, and she kept the dispute.
Love a person, kept to pay for him.
Like a person, I hope he can always find yourself.
Love a person, I hope you can always find him.
Like a person, he always smiled.
Love a person, always cry for him.
Like, is persistent.
Love is worth it.
Like is like, very simple.
Love is love, is very complex.
Like you, not necessarily love you.
Love you, they will like you.

有時候

有時候 心裡會莫名的難受
卻不知道為了什麼
有時候 和周圍的人說說笑笑
卻覺得異常寂寞和孤獨
有時候 靜靜的看著窗外
會覺得自己是個很容易被遺忘的人
如果哪天我不存在了
你會用什麼來紀念我??

Hello Freinds

My dearest friends
Where are you all??
Are you well??? Feeling great and good??

Hehehe.. Actually it's nothing...
I just very very missing you all
Missing everyone
But i don't know how to tell you all that i miss up d..
Every times when i text you all that "I Miss You"
You all sure will answer me miss me too and get to meet up one day..
Somehow..
I feel more sad with it..
Get to know..
Every time get the gathering
Where am i???
I am around
Every pictures that showing you all been met up together..
Where am i??
I'm not inside the photographs

Hehehe.. i know i miss you all
But i always have a point to think that will our friendship still stronger enough??
Seem we have dint meet up and together for few years..
Sometimes once we met up..
Suddenly feel don't know what to say
And you know..
I feel scare with the feelings there
And i wish to get back to the first times that we met
I wish to get back to the times of the sweetest memories that belong to us
I wish to get back to the time for sitting just beside you or just in a small class
I wish to get back to the library that just like our meeting places
I wish to get back to the moments around you all..
Although what i said just"Ya", "Yes?". "Don't know"."Up to you all", "You all decide la","Every things okay".....
And with you all around
I can keep laughing and laughing without saying any words
You all sure will remember on me no matter how..
And you all will know that's me and i also can get a feel that you all know me as well
It's a greatest memories that i always wising getting back

Hahaha.. I know it may so ridiculous
Every one is growing and blooming now
Everyone has own path and way to go
Everyone is chasing the times and the dreams
But me...
I don't know why i'm still thinking of the last memories
I can't control it..
I just miss ma...

Sometimes maybe i'm too over thinking d
So just ignore me la
And i don't know what am i doing now..
Feel so annoying and so complex
Just ignore me that i don't know what am i talking about too

14022014

Hmm.. I don't know i suppose to say good night or good morning at this time..
Everyone is posting about This Special valentine's Day of today
I know i have someone that really loving me and i also just did so as him..
I cant really forget on him and i'm really need him as well
I'm not sharing that how we love
I just wanna let him know that i want to be his favourite hello and his hardest goodbye..
I just wanna let him know that i'm always here for him..
And i hugs my pillows, my monkey, my piglet, my bears when i'm missing you..
Explaining why i love you is like explaining the taste of water.
It's Impossible!
I just wish our relationship can last longer and no ending..
And i don't need any flowers, i don't need any present or others..
Please know that you are my world
Your hugs and love are more than enough for all of others..
So just to tell you again that i'm loving you so much and wanna be your everythings..

By the way..
I'm blogging now not because of him.
Not because of the valentine's day
Not because of i'm waiting for what..
I just cant sleep..
Maybe just now had slept quite long d..
And thinking on somethings..
Just suddenly thinking of am i always did wrong?
Am i always saying wrong things on others?
I don't know why i will feel that i always hurt someone in a talk without any realize..
And every times when i think back..
I'm always regret what i had said
I can't really explain on it...
I'm so sorry about that and please forgive me
That's one kind of reactions which Pisces always doing
So once you know me
And that's me
I can't ever change it
No matter how you feel
I just can get up, dress up, show up and never give up
It's my life.
I just live it the way that i want.

Get to know:
    " Next time when you think of beautiful things, don't forget to count yourself in."
Cause it will make the life more meaningful and wonderful.

Lastly,
Wishing everyone enjoy the last day of Chinese New Year
Enjoy the Valentine's Day
Someone who still in single Enjoy The Beuatiful Friday
And my dear
Happy Valentine's Day
<3 <3 <3

Psychologists SAY :.......

Psychologists say:
- If a person laughs too much, even at stupid things, he is lonely deep inside.
- If a person sleeps a lot, he is sad..
- If a person speaks less, but speaks fast, he keeps secreta..
- If someone can't cry, he is weak..
- If someone eats in an abnormal manner, he is tense..
- If someone cries on little things, he is innocent and soft-hearted..
- If someone becomes angry over silly or petty (small ) things, it means he needs love.

幸福。。。。不代表沒痛過

Just because of her eyes don't tears doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry
And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

疑問句

誰會明白
誰會真的理解
火車鐵路旁等待的滋味
班車一趟接著一趟
錯過了一班又一班
但卻不懂究竟該上那一輛
他說我沒方向很失敗
我說他不知我只為曾經的目標 所謂的夢想
一路走到這車站
究竟遇過了多少風雨
跌傷了幾回
只是一時迷路了
看不見前方
所以只好找個休息站研究地圖
所以只好繼續受凍折磨
但沒有一個過路人遇上了我
前來問候一聲
指引方向
我該何去何從
也許這一切的一切不過是個藉口
但沒了這些藉口
我哪來的勇氣向前衝向前闖
我的家不過是個小康之家
我的夢想卻勝過他人之大
我的學業有不及他人優秀
我的未來又該如何發展
沒人知曉
我的現在也是個疑問句
我的害怕說不出口
我的憂傷不該表態
我的感受如何述說
黑暗之中有著微微的光火
我缩著身體靜坐在旁
接著一點點的微光
感受一絲絲的溫暖與安慰
但每呼吸一次
每一滴燭蠟
卻讓我更加徬徨
深怕那一秒那燭燒盡
整片黑暗
我會更加害怕
我不太喜歡那種感受
更恐懼與漆黑
所以我只有靠著一句一句的藉口
讓自己好過
我只有逃避了在逃避著現實
明知她不會結束
但我也許只有這樣才有勇氣以笑容取代淚水
至於心是否在淌血就無需顧及了
反正沒人會發現的
就由他去吧
Someone please forgive me that i'm really crazy and stupid!

Wonderful Places

Pebble Store Lake In Glacier National Park, Montana

Rocky Mountains, Canada

Goaafoss Waterfall, Iceland

Coquelles, France

Northern Lights, Alaska

Scotland

Duomo Cathedral In Milan Italy

Hidden Beach, PuertoVallarta, Mexico

New Zealand

Amsterdam, The Netherlands

Maroma Beach, Mexico

Lake Como, Italy

Somewhere Over The Rainbow What A Wonderful World

Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Way Up High
And the dreams that you dream of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dream of
Dreams really do come true

SomeDay I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops is where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly

And the dreams that you dare to

Oh Why
Oh Why can't I??

Well I see trees of green and red roses too
I'll watch then bloom for me and you
And i think to myself

What a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark

And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, '' How do you do? "

They're really saying, I.... I Love You
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than we'll know

What's The Matter Now??!!!

Everytime i try hard and hard
But why the world always brings me to the jail, prison, even to the helll...
Everytime i smile to the world and wish somedays the world will get me up and touch the blue skies, white clouds..
I know.. you may say me dreaming.. and i understand i never have a dream comes true...
But you may dono or realise that i really had A strong desire for all my dreams.
Somebodies may know that i'm always happy and smiling
But they may don't know how long times i had used to pass through and cross over the range of mountains
After these several times and years
Maybe grow up d..
There are many thngs that already fix and we could not change forever
After these several years..
you will know that you have no choice for choosing once you face the toughs
I can't keep crying and crying..
cause after crying.. nothing ever change..
everything that i dont want that i dont satisfied that making me disappointed... alll of these still be like that.. i cant do anything...
It may just be a scar in my heart that noone really understand on it...
what can i do???
who can teach me what can i do?
Do you know??
It is more suffering than the time gastric...
It's so suffering to control the tears from coming down..
I dont know how to explain that why i need to do so..
Maybe because of the places
Because of everythings...
who can give me a hand to pull me up??
Who can give me a warm and big hugs??
Someone who really can did so are not arround me now..
Few days before...
I saw a book written that such a wonderful age in 20 years old
Cause you can get what you want and change and creat your own life..
Is it true???
I dont know...
Cause with this sucking results..
I don't think i can handle my life so well..
you know???
I think over the whole nights..
Am i really to be on one's last legs???
If not...
Plese tell me why my results are getting more and more worst
Is it i'm not really trying hard although i think it's enough for...
i wish to get back the childhood
Cause it's the greatness time for...
My dear God..
Can i really get a good future???
How could i tell my mom about the results...
I hate myself that cant really get a good and better results for..
I hate myself that making them feel disappointed on me..
I hate myself that i'm not really a good girl...
I hate myself that the way i hate myself....
The tears always rolling in my eyes... but i'm controlling to hold back and prevent from droping down on my face..
God..
Please forgive me that i may doing wrong in some ways already...