stress???

I don't know how to start with all of my feelings..
Just remembered i told you much and much in the midnight...
You asked me"Why you are so stress???  Just relax"
Well.. Am i really can be okay??? The stress and tension are coming to me.. I have a lot of things to wonder and wonder...
I always get to wish God will hear of my sound and voice
And He can bring me up and show my future view
I don't know why every nights make me feel so down that i unable to control
Maybe you are not around
Maybe i think so much
Maybe These.. Maybe Those
Maybe IT'S ME
Just did the way
Someone had told me that i had grown much now.. Cause i used to know that what i want for..
But i'm not dare to tell him maybe he may be wrong
Ya.. Some parts had been grow up.. So i just use to be wonder and suffer with the world.. And i just use to know i need to be happy and make my days no matter how.. So i always telling me that not only the sunrise for today, even for the continue days.. I need to tell myself everythings gonna fine and okay.. And i just believe.. Sometimes it's feel better.. Sometimes it's feel hard.. I don't know it's call of too positive thinking or just lying of myself... Seriously.. I wish to get back when i was young.. So i won't to have think so much with others. So i still can be happy,childish, nonsence, naughty, just to list few... Who care if make mistakes.. When you did wrong, they just will scold you and so on.. At the age, we just will be cried and won't really think and understand what are they going to tell us and making us understand with their meanings... Haih... The past is always in the past.. can't get  back anymore.. What's use to always refresh back.. Argh!!! How come i won't be stress and so on?? Just to tell me how i can be??? HAih.. Just leave me and ignore me which just to go into a huff here.. Just moody and down and stress.. But i think i will be okay as usual.. Wish to... Hope so....