Useless

So many words to say
But many words can't speak it out
All my words are swollen into my stomach
Nick Vujicic got his LIMITLESS
But me..
Nothing gonna change
Have you hear it??
The heart is broken
Full of blood
Full of pains
I know i can be turn a way to be happy and smile
Just sometimes i have been moody and over thinking
It's not easy to me to talk so much to someone
But i...
Haiz... I should not to talk so much..
SHOULDN'T!!!
Should be quiet and silence
Just SILENCE
Am i angry??
At the first beggining
Ya.. i am
But after that..
I'm not but i feel sad and speechless with me
Please let be
Cause i just can spread it out of my sadness here
Don't care of others anymore
Hearing of the songs
The lyrics and melodies are talking to me
"Hi. Little Girl. May i have a dance with you?"
Hehe
Dancing with it till i'm so tired
Nothing gonna change
No need use to know who am i already
Cause no matter how many ways i had change
 I am still who am i
Dar... My heart is painful and bleeding now :'(
Could you come and save my heart??
NO!!
No anyone can save me
ONLY ME
JUST MYSELF