Fairy Tales???

Honestly..
I abit wonder what i had done and what's going on me??
SERIOUSLY
I'm telling everyone that i'm fine
But i don't know am i really that fine or not
Cause i found noone reason that can let me to say I'm not okay
Ya. Time is passing
I told a friend to be happy
I write a status that Let's us hide the tears and SMILE 
I had many things come out in my mind
Who don't ever scare of others??
Who don't ever afraid of the future??
I know everyone got own problems
I will help someone is not for thanks
It just i wanna all of you been fine
And i don't want you all just like me
I can give everything to you all as long as you all are being well
Last night
It's my first times to sing for you
I don't know why i wanna to do so
i just feel that i wanna scream it out but i couldn't
So i just sing it out
Maybe you won't know
I sing and sing and sing and sing until i don't know what am i doing
I can to be many charateristics at the same time just in front of different people
Sing a song and express out is one kind me
Although i know i'm not singing well and my singing skills also not so good
I can't ever think of that
It make me lose my path although i know i suppose to be continued
Someone know me that i'm not so good and i'm sad in a voice
And he ask me what's happen on me and am i okay?
I told him:"呵呵。。呃。。 应该很好。。嗯。。我很好。。哈哈"
And then another girl say:"应该罢了???"
Hahahaha.. so cute.. and i answer her:"应该翻译成英文就是should..I should be fine.. Ya.. I'm fine..haha :)"
Hahah..Laughing to tell everyone but noone will get know and see my tears is rolling down silently
And it's what i say Let's us hide the tears and SMILE
Hehehe.. Sometimes.. Just to be forgiveness
Sometimes.. it just drops down without any reason
Don't be worry.. I"M FINE!! Really really did
Cause i remember someone told me "Stay happy please" "I love your smile" "So sweet and adorable"
So.. i will.. I will be happy as long as i'm still loving you
Last night.. I was wondering why so many people apologize on me?
I was wondering why they need to apologize again and again that i really don't know what they had did anythings wrong
Haih.. Forget about it.. I understand what you all feel.. But i don't like you all treat me like that
Why not just let it be in silence?
Heart will know of it :)
I'm singing and i get some fairy tales to hear.. hehe..
By the way.. I'm not hearing it directly till the end
Until this morning
When i was sitting in the bus, i just hear with it
At the same moment
I was thinking of one question: Will the fairy tales happen in the true life?
Will it Be??? Will it be??? Will it be???
Just a little percentage of it also can. Even just 0.01%..
So will it be???
Ya.. i know.. I know fairy tales are not truth..It just a tale.. Just a story
It just use to lie and cheat a child or kid..
Yayaya.. I know.. But i still wanna ask will it be happen in our life in one day??
Cause i wish and hope it would be :'(