FUTURE?????

I don't know why everytime once i was thinking of my future
i'm so confusing
i'm so annoying
and it's making me turning and turning around at the roundabout
Why eveyone are facing and on the way to try up their best for chasing their dreams
They are already have their on way and understand what they all need and want to be
Include my dear
Everytime i face on this suck question
I'm so admire and be envious on all of them
Why i couldn't be like them??
How long for wasting times here?? doing some nonsence things here..
everyone are doing and playing their parts well
What am i doing??!!!
Still shipping and shipping
OH NO!!!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Who can tell me why
Why there is no my destiny yet?
How long should i been shipping and searching for just can reach it well??
Is it design will be my career in future?
Okayy...
I dont oppose or fight with this point
As i really have a dream that relate with design
i really love them well and hope one day i could be a famous and greatness designer
Well...
i know... It just a dream...
Since i never have a dream comes true
And i'm always dreaming and dreaming although i know sometimes all of these are out of reality
But i like for...
At least i could have it in my DREAMS
It also could be a reason why i put my blog's name as STILL SO FAR AWAY
Cause i'm just dreaming
just left few months and a small little paper which had written down the results of stpm which what we call it result slip
actually i dont think it well for
how come we need face through all these and just get a little paper
is it really enough and important for??
If your answer is "YES!"
then forget what i say
And that time all my life will be ended up with this little paper
Hahah..
It's so satirize and mock =.=
I hate all of these sucking stuffs
Oh! My God
Where is my angel??
Is he/she really beside me??
Why i can't be tough and strong enoght to face over it?
My future....What actually happened??
Graphic Fashion Interior
Advertising
All of these design.. Which one will be my final chose???
I was wondering and wondering
But there still no have any answer
Cause what i want...
It never will come towards me..........