How long i skip away of my real life in my dairy??
How far i will look forward of this and that??
it like... uh huh... then nothing..
WTH!!! Such a silly answer.. but i'm still doing so...
I wonder and wonder what's wrong with me??? Am i doing the right way?? What points for me to do so.. There are a lot of things that i couldn't make my decision..
In my relationship.. I know he loves me and i really appreciate so..
But and but... I couldn't stand of my side when the times is getting less and less
I couldn't stand my side when you are with the another girl even more longer than me in a day although i knew it doesn't make any sense..
But i really did so.. when the time you left me behind (although i knew you don't mean it), it couldn't stop me being unbalance and thinking all of these..
How could a girl will be let go if this come to you??
I really couldn't stand of it.. Can someone tell me what can i do or show me the way that i can do to pretend it's nothing at all??.. to pretend it's okay and show that i'm not JEALOUS at all..
How could i be a good critical thinker if i still been this??
WELL... i will forgive all of that when he close to me.. but i still couldn't let go in my mind or from my heart...
it just life computer automatically save and i don't know how to delete it...
Such a BLUES feeling......Make me gonna lose myself and lose my way...
What's going on when the angel's sounds appeal around my eyes???
i don't know.... What could i say for now is I'M GETTING BLUE IN MY SOUL....
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