If you ask me how was my days???
I would say my days is going like usual.. The time is passing fast but i don't ever know what have i did in a day..
This week.. A terrible and damn busy days...
I have two assignments, one presentation and a TITAS test in a week
The presentation is on Thursday, The TITAS assignment and the test is on Friday.. Another assignment is to complete of the skirt that we make by own...
Honestly.. I was damn stressful and tension during the days.. And now.. I can be relax a bit already..
Is kike.. Wow.. Finally.. I'm done..
Why i say that because many of that we are done in the last minute...
Can you imagine we just start the TITAS assignment on monday and we can done it within 2 or 3 days..
For the English presentation.. WE need to present on Thursday which the class is start on 4pm..
But.. we just start to discuss and arrange and find what's we are going to do on the next day.. ON wednesday.. we start discuss it on 4.30pm till 7.30pm like that.. Well.. At least we have done it and get chance to view the beautiful sunset.. Snapping some photo for relaxing and the pic really so nice...I love it so much.. But unfortunately.. I can't share it in here now...
If you are asking me "How was The presentation?"
It's done and be okay and fine.. Not so bad but there are still a lot place to improve.. I'm so appreciate that we can done all these things well in the last minute.. That's Really GOD BLESS ALL OF US
When i reach home on Thursday after class..It's already 7.30pm.. I'm so tired till i can fall asleep awhile in the bus... But i can't rest earlier as i need to wash all my clothes, cook and eat and do the revision for the test.. There are 3 chapters for me to complete it.. I can't even sleep well although i really feel so sleepy and tired.. I was like sleep and wake and study all along the night.. I remember i was waken on 2 something.. 3 something and 4 something to continue finish up the revision... At last i had read all and done but i don't ever know am i really done it or not cause i really like dreaming to study.. Luckily, the class test is on 4.30pm.. so i still have some times to complete and revision again.. Actually there just have 20 multiple choice questions in the test.. But i still feel so stress cause it contain 40 marks for the subject... To make sure i can did well and sure for pass.. you need to correct 15 questions and above.. It was like Oh MY Goodness!!!
Although i can make sure i can do it.. But i had done all my best to do it.. at least majority i know how to answer.. I just wish and can pass.. Oh.. Forget to say.. We got 30 minutes for the test but i finished in just within 10 minutes :-P
Haha..I was so shocked.. So i check and check again..
5 O'clock
Hooray.. I'm done for this busy week and i can a bit free d.. woohoo..
Tomorrow is free day!!!
Just still have others works to complete but at least i can cover my sleep tonight already..
Goodnight everyone.. :-)
Next time will tell you what is fun in this busy week.. Hehe.. Bye.. ^^
;)
Friday, 27 June 2014
Friday, 20 June 2014
世界的無奈
當初的美好 太過完美
環境的惡意 超越了界限
蒙蔽了雙眼 世界變得灰暗
活在當下 現實遠遠闊過夢想
沒有彩虹的色彩 何謂過得精彩？？
黑暗吞噬了 快樂 勇氣
孤獨 寂寞 膽小 恐懼
一切宛如狂風襲來 抵擋不住
在我倒塌的那一剎那 My Twelfth Angel 是否掉淚
純潔的淚滴 會否喚醒那沈睡已久的 平靜的 純潔的 安靜的心
環境的惡意 超越了界限
蒙蔽了雙眼 世界變得灰暗
活在當下 現實遠遠闊過夢想
沒有彩虹的色彩 何謂過得精彩？？
黑暗吞噬了 快樂 勇氣
孤獨 寂寞 膽小 恐懼
一切宛如狂風襲來 抵擋不住
在我倒塌的那一剎那 My Twelfth Angel 是否掉淚
純潔的淚滴 會否喚醒那沈睡已久的 平靜的 純潔的 安靜的心
Friday, 13 June 2014
13062014
I don't know how long i have frozen of my blog already
That's full of story and things happening during my days
Happiness?? Worry?? Sad?? Upset?? Annoy?? Hopes?? Give up???
What the Hell that i have done???!!!
Seriously..
I know i nee dot face all of these during my life..
It's time for growth. It's time to learn.. It's time to make decision and how to follow your ways..
Talk about my uni life first...
I like to learn with the subjects.. but there's nearly full of assessments for each subjects except MPU subjects like critical thinking, Tamadun Islam dan Asia and English Language.
Seriously, for the fashion course, i'm learning start with zero although i have touch about drawing before.. That's much different between it.. Just like the the colour wheel... It like a simple thing but i redo it nearly 4 times and still don't know am i correct with the colour mixing and so on or not.. Such a difficulty to mix the colour.. And we are not using poster colour anymore.. The lecturer always shoot us with a word" You all are degree students, not kinder or high school anymore.. Be the way you are... Blah Blah Blah....."
But i like a subject which is critical thinking.. I don't know why but i love to learn.. maybe it more about the thinking and so on... it shows mw what i can feel and think.. And it make me feel like a novel that i ever read before " Sophies Verden"...
Nothing Is Impossible and don't ever get any conflict with the believing..
I don't know how many times i was complaining of myself and so on.. But i really did.. I know i cannot keep like this but i did...
The last tuesday( 10.06.2014)
The most moody and bring me deep down day
Cause i lose my phone and i can't do anything with it
I went to KAMDAR somewhere Masjid Jamek there..
I remember that time someone knock on me and i hear something fall down but i can't find anything
Just within 2 minutes. I can't find it anymore..
I still keep some hopes although i know there is the least percentage will be found..
I still need to be strong and so on..
But i very curious that why this such big company don't have any CCTV and so on..
It make me really losing the mood.. I try to calm down myself and wait for mommy they all come..
I try to be strong and tough.. I never let a drop coming down until when i reached home..
I remembered i dint eat and drink all along the day till i start my gastric pain..
I remembered how i was making all people around me was worrying of me especially of my dear mom..
I remembered all of that and this day still remembered in my mind..
If you ask me don't mind of it anymore..
Seriously.. Honestly.. I can't do that.. I just can try myself to forget it temporary..
The heart make me so painful when i remembered that i was so careless and make all my love worry me..
I'm not purposely to make all of them been this.. But i really so sorry to been that as i really can't control it anymore..
I can't stop my mind every free moment to think of that..
It was turning and turning all around my mind..
I don't know how long i was with that.. But i can tell you i be okay right from now..
If you ask me will i don't mind or sad or cry anymore?
I will told you that it was a scar in my heart that i can't even remove it anymore..
I won't be cry but it will been pain every time i saw somethings relate with it and can remind me of it..
I just can be calm and accept it..
I had told ting that we should be more strong and tough in this world.. The life really not goes trough easily..
I know there are still have a lot stages and adventures to go through..
but what can i do??
I just can still try to believe that i can go through it and do it well..
I know life can be so peaceful and nice but it mean nothing if we din't face it with the correct feelings and true hearts..
That's full of story and things happening during my days
Happiness?? Worry?? Sad?? Upset?? Annoy?? Hopes?? Give up???
What the Hell that i have done???!!!
Seriously..
I know i nee dot face all of these during my life..
It's time for growth. It's time to learn.. It's time to make decision and how to follow your ways..
Talk about my uni life first...
I like to learn with the subjects.. but there's nearly full of assessments for each subjects except MPU subjects like critical thinking, Tamadun Islam dan Asia and English Language.
Seriously, for the fashion course, i'm learning start with zero although i have touch about drawing before.. That's much different between it.. Just like the the colour wheel... It like a simple thing but i redo it nearly 4 times and still don't know am i correct with the colour mixing and so on or not.. Such a difficulty to mix the colour.. And we are not using poster colour anymore.. The lecturer always shoot us with a word" You all are degree students, not kinder or high school anymore.. Be the way you are... Blah Blah Blah....."
But i like a subject which is critical thinking.. I don't know why but i love to learn.. maybe it more about the thinking and so on... it shows mw what i can feel and think.. And it make me feel like a novel that i ever read before " Sophies Verden"...
Nothing Is Impossible and don't ever get any conflict with the believing..
I don't know how many times i was complaining of myself and so on.. But i really did.. I know i cannot keep like this but i did...
The last tuesday( 10.06.2014)
The most moody and bring me deep down day
Cause i lose my phone and i can't do anything with it
I went to KAMDAR somewhere Masjid Jamek there..
I remember that time someone knock on me and i hear something fall down but i can't find anything
Just within 2 minutes. I can't find it anymore..
I still keep some hopes although i know there is the least percentage will be found..
I still need to be strong and so on..
But i very curious that why this such big company don't have any CCTV and so on..
It make me really losing the mood.. I try to calm down myself and wait for mommy they all come..
I try to be strong and tough.. I never let a drop coming down until when i reached home..
I remembered i dint eat and drink all along the day till i start my gastric pain..
I remembered how i was making all people around me was worrying of me especially of my dear mom..
I remembered all of that and this day still remembered in my mind..
If you ask me don't mind of it anymore..
Seriously.. Honestly.. I can't do that.. I just can try myself to forget it temporary..
The heart make me so painful when i remembered that i was so careless and make all my love worry me..
I'm not purposely to make all of them been this.. But i really so sorry to been that as i really can't control it anymore..
I can't stop my mind every free moment to think of that..
It was turning and turning all around my mind..
I don't know how long i was with that.. But i can tell you i be okay right from now..
If you ask me will i don't mind or sad or cry anymore?
I will told you that it was a scar in my heart that i can't even remove it anymore..
I won't be cry but it will been pain every time i saw somethings relate with it and can remind me of it..
I just can be calm and accept it..
I had told ting that we should be more strong and tough in this world.. The life really not goes trough easily..
I know there are still have a lot stages and adventures to go through..
but what can i do??
I just can still try to believe that i can go through it and do it well..
I know life can be so peaceful and nice but it mean nothing if we din't face it with the correct feelings and true hearts..
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